I visited my Reiki Master, Bonnie, again yesterday. It was a wonderful visit. The experience held a different energy; much less charged and like driving 110 mph down the freeway. I talked mostly about the pregnancy, my feelings revolving around the experience and my interactions with myself and others since becoming pregnant. Baby Zook is a strong soul, content, and very happy to be where they are. Like me, Bonnie was picking up on the presence of a soul in a male form. Just like I've been thinking...but who knows. Jason still thinks it's a girl. Or maybe he just says that because I think Baby is a boy.
Baby Zook will be born under the sign of Cancer. Traits of Cancer Cancers are powerful creatures, soft-mannered, but hold a tremendous amount of power. Do you know a Cancer? Are they soft-hearted at times but show immense light at other times?
I guess you could say I popped last week. It is so obvious (to me!) that I got something going on. Spending most of my days in workout pants lend me to baggy comfort but I busted out the maternity jeans over the weekend.
Baby Zook will be here in July and that's the energy I am sending. I miss him/her when I've never even met them yet. I really feel they are here with me but I can't hold them and sometimes it just feels...weird. For the next 5 months, I expect to see Baby Zook in July, no earlier. We'll see how it goes but I want Baby Z to be fully ready to physically enter the world despite the fact we are all ready for him/her emotionally.
February 28th is the next ultrasound at my Week 20 check-up. It'll be fascinating to see the baby since I haven't seen them since week 12.
As for teaching my classes, I will see how it goes. I had to mention it because I am getting a LOT of questions. I LOVE my classes and all you guys that come but best I can do is listen to my body and what Baby is telling me. That's how long I'll teach. My plan, though, is to teach up until end of June. Maybe that's when my side kick will look more like I'm just shaking a wet pant leg. :)
L O V E the new layout.
ReplyDeletewith the combination of Cancer, J-balls, and you...this baby is seriously going to be one super loved rock STAR!!
patience is a virtue...isn't that what they say? this baby made its presence just when THEY wanted to. he/she is working on there timeline, not yours! you've waited this long...july will come soon enough for you to hold your little blessing!, then your emotional self can finally get caught up with the physical self.
not too sure if that made sense, but i think you know what i'm saying. :)
if you can't teach until the end of June, that's ok too!