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Friday, February 3, 2012

The absence of absence

I figured it out. For so long, I was lost and angry wishing and wishing for a baby. And then, you finally showed up. You were ready. You thought we were ready. You thought I was ready. And I was ready, more than ready. These past 6 months have been the hardest but the most amazing. I still look at you in complete awe. YOU picked me, grew inside me, and are a spectacular little soul. I figured it out...who am I now?

I've been having some trouble at work. Not necessarily a lack of passion or that I don't want to be there but the stress of a sales job is tough. I LOVE personal training. Sales is tough.

I don't feel angry anymore or sad or lost. It's a new feeling now. I've got to let it simmer. Where will it take me? Ask the universe and somehow it decides to give in its own way.

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